A chicken is just an egg's way of making more eggs

 

My cat uses The Ostrich Strategy all the time. She would hide behind the curtain with her tail exposed thinking she doesn't see me, therefore I don't see her. I would just let her sit would that thought for a while...

Today is one of those days when I have a feeling that if I don't write, my head was gonna explode. It's strange that I usually have that urge to write, at the same time have the terrifying fear of facing my thoughts. I've been hiding behind books and music lessons and Netflix thinking if it looks like I was busy, I was being productive or living life to the fullest. Too bad I couldn't fool myself, from reading too many craps I guess.

I need the balance between consuming and creating. 

Reading is consuming, watching Netflix, and listening to music are consuming. I need to play music, not to my neighbors' liking, or to write in order to balance out the creating side of my mental wellbeing. Writing is a better way of unloading all that craps in my head down, giving me back the cognitive capacity to function as a normal human being.

Sometimes, my cat finds me hiding behind the curtain, no tail exposed of course...

T.